it gets so dark

nessa's tagboard is irritating her.
like.
seriously.
i cannot type into it.

so, i just feel like saying something.

nessa really misses her bestfriend.
nessa can't remember the last time she talked to him either.
so busy.
sailing, navy, and pretty girlfriend.
its going to be two years soon for the both of them.
ohmygoodness.
i feel so proud of him.
but yeah.
monkey!
when was the last time i talked to you?
when was the last time i saw you?
when was the last time we messaged each other?
there is so much i need to tell you yeah?
so we better meet up soon.
i miss your punches too.
oh well.

i hate quality management.

i thought of making a decision yesterday.
and it made me cry.
and when i woke up in the morning.
i forgot all about it.
how smart of nessa.
she made herself cry for nothing.

and my mummy said that she would be out for a short drink.
and it ended up that the didn;t come home for the whole night.
hooray.